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just remembering.
Current Mood:
it's a worm.
Current Music:
The Ghost
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what are you looking at?
Current Mood:
ha!
Current Music:
post fuse
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today i planted chamomile, lavender and red poppies. i watched the virgin suicides then tried on my mother's wedding dress. the lace itched my skin. perhaps i'll never get married.

summer's coming soon...

not soon enough.

Current Mood:
i know how to kill myself.
Current Music:
Air
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Carl Lazlo's coming back. i can feel it.
Current Mood:
sciatic nerve.
Current Music:
music has the right to children
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David Bruno is dead. I killed him. then i spat. and it feels so fucking good.

and it feels so fucking good.

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Current Mood:
this is what you get.
Current Music:
Jefferson Airplane
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everything feels like everything else.

somebody please murder me or take me on vacation.

Current Mood:
one time for your mind
Current Music:
sophisticated gangsterism
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my ex-lover is a woman.


fuck.


how did that happen?


i wish she would stop calling and just die already.


"but what really happens at the end
is that you sit downand have coffee
without looking at each other."


the center of winter, Marya Hornbacher
Current Mood:
suck on that for awhile
Current Music:
you give me problems about my business
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there comes a point, light breaks.
lying between his legs is an easy, weightless place.
remember me to this, the fruitlessness, the goddamn morning.
behind my back, the last bulb goes out.

a girl kisses up what little will cohere.
remember me here, and here,
and here.
Current Mood:
red red red red red red wine
Current Music:
Sade
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i need to stop drinking. i feel 40.
Current Mood:
pile
Current Music:
with the sound down
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Soul of Christ, make me holy.
Body of Christ, save me.
Blood of Christ, fill me with love.
Water from Christ's side, wash me.
Passion of Christ, strengthen me.
Good Jesus, hear me.
Within your wounds, hide me.
Never let me be parted from you.
From the evil enemy, protect me.
At the hour of my death, call me.
And tell me to come to you.
That with your saints I may praise you.
Through all eternity.
Amen.
Current Mood:
every day
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dinner at 7:30. wine and ghost stories. ugly porcelain. muffled voices of boring conversation. i look out the window and think thoughts of you then. autumn creeps in.
Current Mood:
july thirty first
Current Music:
Young Team
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sometimes I feel like I'm going mad. lately I've been obsessed with silence and symmetry. I haven't been able to get much of anything done. don't know what to make of it. this is all so vague, really.
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Current Mood:
lazy, possibly annoyed.
Current Music:
Elmore James
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"changed my mind so much I cant even trust it. my mind changed me so much I cant even trust myself..."


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Current Mood:
eh.
Current Music:
the Queen is dead
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this morning I awoke to the sound of fire engines. I keep having these recurring dreams where men with bizarre shaped heads are running after me.


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thus, I have decided to join a witness protection program.
Current Mood:
paranoid
Current Music:
Neil Young
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testing. testing. one two. Sarah and I looked at apartments today. it hasn't stopped raining once. perhaps i should clean my house. it's getting pretty serious.

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"I'm running out of everything now.
Out of veins, out of money."

-William S. Burroughs

Current Mood:
camels & coffee
Current Music:
Mariee Sioux
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